Rin lowers his eyes with a sigh before sucking on his drink again, more for the excuse to have more time to compose his answer than anything. He just .. doesn't talk about it. About him and Yukio. Not even with Shiemi, who he is closest to, after his brother, had he ever really got into the topic. It had upset her.

Almost as much as it upset Rin.

"It's not what he gives me that's the problem," Rin says. "It's not that there's something I don't want from Yukio. It's that sometimes, I feel like, he won't let us just be brothers. I don't need another dad. The one I had ... did great. I want my brother to be my brother. He's all I've got left."